She is an architect
Building houses of people
And people of homes
And thinking they would
Love her
Thinking that because her hands once touched the bricks of
their being
And because her hands once got muddled in the cement she
poured herself
They would think her significant
She wasn’t asking to be magnificent
Just asking to be acknowledged
And it’s funny
She laughed to herslf one night as she stopped to pick up
the weeds that grew round the homes out of people she built
It’s funny
When
You open
Up your ribs for the
world to see
You
Risk the pokes of crowds at your heart for that one delicate embrace
Risk the pokes of crowds at your heart for that one delicate embrace
And find that no one even cares to poke your heart in the
first place
The home has grown big enough to take care of itself
Has adopted a family to inhabit its walls and furnish it
with pretty little things
And the girl realizes
There is nothing for her here but the mailbox
But the letters keep coming back to her unopened
And it seems nothing is there for her but the clocks
Nothing cares for her but the clocks
But even time only cares in that heart-poking sort-of-way she
never even got before
Time only cares for her in the way that she bore herself to
the world and only felt lonelieness
And this girl
This girl never built homes again